Exam Fever.

Damn tired. July is the month with no rest. The annual Sport's Day, Bulan Kecergasan thingy, PMR trial, blablablabla GOSH! Get me out of this life. I need rest. Badly.

I Need A Little Place Called FREEDOM.

What a bummer. School's been all crappy these few weeks. All the Georgians were required to stay back at school till 5 in the evening. I mean, what the heck? PMR trial is like, one month from now and I'm not even ready for it yet -.- This sucks.

Sometimes I just what to get out from this hectic life and runaway to a peaceful place which I don't know where. Things were getting much much complicated these few days and the pressure from the teachers and parents were tensed. I am mentally tortured. I really can't stand living in this kind of life. I need PEACE and FREEDOM badly.

What I'm really hoping is to end this PMR thingy fast. Or any other exams that actually exists in this world. I need a break. I think we ALL need a break. Oh and guess what? My parents were blaming me about this stay back at school stuff. They all went,

"Kenapa selalu sangat stay back? Berdating ke apa?"

"Jangan nak tipu ayah eh. Ayah call sekolah nanti tanya betul ke apa yg nuha cakap."

"Nuha bukannya masuk sukan pun, then buat apa nak stayback? Mengada-ngada?"

and more. Yes, and MORE. This is really stressing me out. I can just, die already. Can somebody just give me a few bottles of sleeping pills? Cause that would really help me out. Thanks a bunch.

Sometimes people can just be irritating. I hate irritating people.

The Time When The Weaknesses Showed Up

These people up here witnessed this strong on the outside, almost emotionless person, fall onto her knees and cried of all the sudden. They'd never expected her to be in such misery. They thought she was joking around, not being serious about it but the truth is, only God knows. She was damn serious about it.

Today, they've seen another fall from this girl. She fell fainted, lying motionless on the ground. All this girl have seen was a pitch black surrounding, hearing nothing but only her breathing. Probably she was tired. Too tired. Tired because she's out of energy from all the running? Probably. But to my opinion, I guess she took things so seriously that her mind finally exploded and finally, she fell. Too much thinking. Too much crying. Too much worrying. Too much sorrowing.

Serafina Amelia, you saved her life. As a friend, you cared too much for her. Thank you for being there when nobody's listening, nobody's watching, when nobody cares. You are one awesome friend :)

As for the rest, thank you for watching her, 'visiting' her lying down under a shady tree, trying to clear up her mind. Depression finally reveal her weaknesses that she's trying to hide, trying to tell everyone that she's strong enough to go through all the tough moments alone. But I guess she wasn't that strong after all.

Even the strongest, bravest soldier will fall and finally, die.